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Hey folks
Doing the stream
Watch me draw shit
I'm super bored.
Anyone wanna do an art trade?
Someone give me some new bands or songs to listen to, please.
I'll be doing free requests for the holiday season, lovelies c:

- The first 10 people to comment "awesome possum" in this journal, I will put their avatar and the three deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!
- If you comment, you have to do the same in your journal, putting me in the first spot.
- The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
- If you don't re-do it you will be taken off the list.

1. :iconnuzzies:  <da:thumb id="415514278"/> <da:thumb id="416376702"/> <da:thumb id="414678238"/>

2. :icontrav0lta:  Red Autumn by TRAV0LTA  Zacharie by TRAV0LTA <da:thumb id="410115529"/>

4. :iconmysteriousglowcloud:  Younger Loki In The Snow by MysteriousGlowCloud  Loki and Mjolnir by MysteriousGlowCloud  Noah Fields - Character design entry by MysteriousGlowCloud
[] You are cute 
[x] You love to play 
[x] You don't like getting into fights 
[] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it.
[x] You have a best friend(s) forever 
[x] You love your best friend(s)
[x] You usually don't lie
[] You don't say bad words
[x] Most people love you (does that sound narcissistic?)
[x] You are youngest of all your siblings
[] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals


[x] You can swim
[] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week
[x] You hate the racism 
[] Someone has said that you are hot 
[] You are very social
[] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping 
[] You know most of your neighbors' names
[] You can speak in another language than English
[] You visit social places more than 1 time a week 
[] People call you a "smiley face"
[x] You LOVE spending time in the water 


[] You are a street kid
[] You have been in an accident
[] You usually get into street fights
[] Your favorite kind of music is rap
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life
[] People say you're too egoistic
[] You have tried gangsta style
[x] You try to be really cool
[] You really want someone 
[] Last thing you did before sitting on the computer was meet someone 
[x] You hate something right now 


[x] You are kind of a hothead 
[x] People try to calm you down
[] When you want something, you won't stop until you get it
[] You are seriously waiting for something right now
[x] You annoy people 
[x] You like cartoon villains more than heroes
[] You would like to have red eyes
[] You were born in summer or spring
[x] You can think of crazy things 
[x] You have burned something
[] Things around you are stupid 
[] You don't like your life at the moment 


[x] You believe in magic 
[] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you
[] You really love someone's friends and family
[] You believe in love at first sight
[x] You haven't tried to smoke, drugs or drink alcohol
[x] You are a goody-goody 
[x] You are average 
[x] You get injured easily  
[] People don't really get you 
[x] You MUST do something right now
[] You are like a psychic  
[] You have a great sight 


[x] You love the dark
[x] You like to wear/see/use the color black
[x] Glow in the dark stickers are cool
[] You are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance 
[] You look out for yourself at times  
[] You have an Umbreon in your Pokemon games
[] You are terrifyingly silent 
[] You have eyes that make people timid or afraid 
[x] You have helped or been helped by someone but never said thank you or you're welcome
[] You are somewhat of a loner
[x] You love to go out in the night 
[] You have excellent vision in dark places 


[] Fall or spring is one of your favorite seasons
[x] You adore the color green 
[] You adore flowers, but choose not to pick them
[] Clean, green and pristine is your way of life
[x] Animals adore you and you adore them 
[] You are a very peaceful person 
[x] You care deeply for anyone even if you do not know them at all
[x] You are a vegetarian
[] Your eyes are or you wish for them to be green 
[x] You really can't stand cold days
[x] People really love to be around you 



[] Winter days are your favorite seasons
[] Cold weathers don't phase you with or without a jacket
[x] You have amazingly snow white or light blue eyes
[] You live in a place where it's cold all year round 
[] Hot days are your most hated time of any week
[] You don't mind cold foods (I looooove warm foods)
[] You have once used a cold joke (What even is that?)
[] You adore very much the color white
[] You take long walks in the snow
[] You have a cold personality 
[] People can't really call onto you for sympathy
[] You have heard the song Cold by Crossfade  


[x] You love holidays
[] You like to wear shiny colors
[x] You love cute things and animals
[] You're not so "innocent" 
[] You dislike dragons / you love to kill dragons in video games.
[x] You are very brave 
[x] You tend to be girly - this question works for males and females (Eee~ I love the pink lady things~)
[x] You only fight/debate to defend yourself or the ones you love 
[x] Accessories (like necklaces, scarf, ribbons, bracelets etc.) are awesome
[x] You smile most of the time
[x] You love to sing 
[x] You want to purify the world from darkness


I'm a Sylveon! How exciting ;w;
I wanna watch a horror movie but I don't know which one. Suggestions?
Feeling a little depressed and lonely. Anyone wanna talk?
Words can't even describe how I feel about you.

I hate you so fucking much, but you're one of the best friends I've ever had.
You've abandoned me for a monster, someone who only wants to make you like him.

You don't open up except when you're complaining, and when I worry about what you're doing, you don't even care.
I know you think that I'm being controlling, and maybe I am, but that goes to show just how removed you are.
I'm freaking out and you don't even notice.

I know it's not your responsibility to appease me anymore, and maybe I'm just scared of that.
I'm afraid that if I let you go, you'll hurt yourself. Badly.
I know I oughta trust you, but it's so damn hard!
Who's taking care of you right now? The only person I can think of is the monster, and I don't trust him to keep you safe.

I don't know how to tell you anymore. You don't listen without getting defensive. You don't even think about your actions much.
Murder is a joke to you, maybe because you don't value your own life anymore.

You really should.
52 Secrets About Yourself
Be HONEST no matter what.

1. What is your natural hair colour?
Brown, but I like it.

2. Where was your ID pic taken?
Um. I drew it.

3. What's your middle name?

4. Your relationship status?
Taken by an exceptionally beautiful and wonderful lady, :icon429795099:

5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
But of course!

6. What is your current mood?
Happy C:

7. What's the color of your underwear?
Teal and white

8. What is one thing that makes you happy?
Yaoi and Ponies equally

9.Who was the last person you cuddled with?
Larissa~ She's a good cuddler.

10. If you could go back in time, and change something what would it be?
Um. Oh dear. My most embarrassing moment ever.

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day?
Squirrel. I'd climb trees and shit.

12. Ever had a near death experience?
I... Think so. But I can't remember it.
I almost drowned once. Does that count?

13. Something you do a lot?
Shake my leg, dance (even though I'm the worst d

It's me again, being a hax.

I love you so much you don't even, okay?

You are just so wonderful and amazing.

I have to go now.

Because club just got cancelled.


I don't know why you're acting like this.
I'm sorry if you're lonely.
I'm sorry if you're hurting.
I'm incredibly sorry if I've hurt you.
Whatever it was, I didn't mean it.
But if you hate me, that's okay.
I know I've been real hard to be around lately,
And I don't want to hurt your feelings.
I'm just so angry and alone all the time.
No one else really understands, really LISTENS to me like you do.
But I don't want to worry you, because you're dealing with your own stuff right now.
I don't know who to talk to.
I can't even talk to dad about some of these things.
I'm so afraid. I'm so afraid of everything.
Afraid of betraying my friends' trust and I'm afraid of lying to my friends.
I'm afraid that I'm hurting me or someone else.
Afraid that I'm going to alienate my loved ones with things I do.
I'm afraid of me.
I'm just so goddamn scared all the time
I'm scared for my future, I'm scared for yours.
I'm scared that I've wasted all this time.
And that I'm only staying with you because you're familiar.
No one compares to how well you know me, and how well I know you.
But maybe it's time to leave.
I'm getting more pain out of this than joy, it seems.
But why does it hurt so much to think about it.
Maybe you are the one for me, or you're a tumor.
If I break this, it could die forever, and I'd have made a huge irrevocable mistake.
I'm so fucking SCARED.
And lonely.
God I'm so lonely, but it wouldn't feel right to date someone else.
I love you too much.
It's not simple, Liebe.
Nothing is simple.
Because people say if you make me sad, then to quit you.
But god, how glad you've made me.
How hopeful,
How creative.
You're my muse, my true reason for anything I make.
I feel so hollow.
I can't think straight anymore.
I barely notice anything anymore.
I'm so tired.
Tired of everything.
I'm tired of living but I'm too scared to leave.
What am I gonna do?
I feel so hopeless.
I have for a long time.
Nothing I do comes out right.
Nothing functions anymore.
How can I cope?
How can I cope with anything?
I'm so lost.
How do I relationship?
Sooo, gonna try and make a Slenderman cosplay, which I prolly won't be able to pull off very well since I'm not very slender.

And I know that this sounds just like all my other ideas for costumes, but this one won't require a pattern or anything, just a simply suit, stilts, and a white morphsuit.

Stilts will be fun to make.

this woman right here.

she's my everything i've ever wanted and everything i've ever hoped for-- I love her dearly and beyond measurement.

make her upset or hurt and and you will personally have to deal with ME.

seriously, I will fuck your life up.

but anyways, back to the lovely lady, here. <3~

she is my lover.

and I love her so very mucchhh.

I loves you, Catherine. <33

RQ: Schadel and Cyanide by erraticjester
"You've even made a carefully laid plan of what you would do in any of the situations you've read about on"

Invite the killer in for muffins and coffee. Always.…

My number is 63
So, I found this video on Youtube... Yay.…
I'm sorry that I never take the time to tell you how much I appreciate you. A love you. A lot. And it pains me to even think of losing you.
I miss you so much, and I just feel so lonely all the time. There's nobody here who understand me like you do, and nobody here who accepts me as much as you do.

I love everything about you, and everything you do. You make me laugh so much, you're the funniest most wonderful person I know. You teach me so much, and I never thank you for anything you do for me.

I wish I were there for you, there with you. I want to hold you and promise you that everything will turn out alright. I wish I could be there with you, discover new things with you.

You're the reason I'm here now. When I've felt abandoned by everyone else, even my sister, I could talk to you.

God, I'm so bad at this. I just can't seem to find the right words without sounding unbearably sappy. I love you, I love everything about you. I love how you can make me feel so safe and wanted, and I love how you can make me feel like my thoughts actually count. I love that you can make me FEEL so much, and not just silly fangirl feelings of excitement and attraction, but genuine feelings of such strong affection I can barely form words.

I love you, I really do.

I wish I could show you every moment how much, and how much you've done for me. I wish I could return every single good feeling you've ever given me. You're the most beautiful person I've ever met, please don't forget that, Larissa.
So, ah, the movie looks pretty cool and I really want to go see it, but it's in such poor taste I'm not entirely sure I want to.

Now I'm generally the kind of person to see a movie BECAUSE it's in poor taste, but this is just sad. They're making fun of what happened in Chernobyl, but the Ukraine is still pretty torn up about it. A 100-mile radius of land was lost to radiation and a lot of people died, not to mention the hundreds of thousands that died of radiation-induced cancer.

It was an avoidable accident, and it's no laughing matter. It's an awful thing.
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write it down.
        "night's terrors from her. Since Zach had died, and every night"
(The book my Gigi's reading, Track of the Cat)

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What did you feel?
           Table edge.

3.What is the last thing you watched on television?
           Star Wars: Empire Strikes Back

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
         1:45 pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear at the moment?
         Star Wars

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
        Getting a soda from the refrigerator...

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at or what did you do?
        I was reading Hatefarm.

9. What are you wearing right now?
     My mom's blue shirt and my black pajama bottom.

10. Did you dream last night?
       Yes. I dreamed that my arm was really hairy and I needed to shave it.

11. When did you last laugh?
         A few moments ago.

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in at the moment?
        A candelabrum, a photograph of my, some religious crap, and a cork board.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
      Everything at the convention yesterday.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
        It is, indeed, a quiz.

15. What is the last film you saw?
         I already said...

16. If you became a multimillionaire overnight, what would you buy? Or would you save up your money?
       One of those Valtiel statues, and everything involving Pyramid Head, Mortal Kombat, and Johnny the Homicidal Maniac.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't already know.
        Deformities on animals make me want to vomit.

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
         I would have Hitler have changed his target from Jews to, like, assholes or something...

19. Do you like to dance?

20. What do you think of George Bush?

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
        Mm. Amnesty. Yes.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
        Lol. Vladimir.

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
        Um. Uh...